And yes, I have NO idea what I am doing – obviously. However, I have every intention on learning. I will be taking tutorials for editing videos and practice being better on camera. I’ve been toying this this idea for quite a few years now. While it may be rough and a poor video overall, I hope you guys appreciate the raw, real side of me.
A few weeks ago I had recorded myself dealing with an anxiety attack. It’s a side of me most people don’t get to see. I tend to hide away in my room or the bathroom when my anxiety is getting the best of me. I may text or talk to people — but they don’t see me fall apart. I hate it when people see that, but I realize although it is a fear of mine, that is a part of me that I shouldn’t have to hide. No one should have to hide their mental health. I feel like one of the biggest issues is we hide everything so much, because people judge it and our behaviors. It makes use feel even worse. Hiding yourself is NEVER a good feeling.
So this is it. This is me, and I am vowing to be even more open than I ever was before about my mental health. I’ll continue to talk about books and review products and such, but I also want to share this part of me, because I know many others feel the same way… and it’s good to know you’re not alone.
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